things you learn from a jdorama

still watching tumbling.

life would not be complete if you won't be able to find the place where you belong, the place that you can call your own. its where you can be yourself, its where you are happy, its where/ what you are looking forward to go/ do every single day. i want to find mine and get lost in it. i've never really experienced how it is to forget myself and be so engrossed in something. i want to. the problem is, i don't have anything i am passionate about. don't say it, i know- i'm phlegmatic. that's why until now, i haven't really been able to give my best, i haven't really been excellent.i thought i did so before. i also had my share of awards. but now i know that those awards really don't mean anything. they were not earned by hard work. i don't mean to sound arrogant but every single thing that i've accomplished before came easily. i did not really push myself to the limit for them. i think i just got lucky. now things are different. nothing's easy anymore. but i guess this is good. i've been given an opportunity to learn about the very essence of perseverance and not just its definition, a push to help me find the place i can call my own. one day i'll find something that i am passionate about. and then i'll give my everything to it. i'm so looking forward to that day