0.99

just submitted my first draft.whew!
last night, i asked a batchmate who had the same thesis adviser as me and asked her regarding her thesis, specifically the number of pages. the answer:"68. pero si ano nga 100+ eh." needless to say, my world crashed. if i stretch it to the best i could, mine would only reach a maximum of 40 pages. and i haven't stretched it yet. add to that my missed math exam, the review lesson which i can't understand(it's supposed to be a review!), and the fact that it's already june. "you won't be able to graduate! why the heck are you in chem?!!" my already dried up brain cells shouted. anyway. instead of being the usual me ("eat me discouragement! eat me!") i decided not to be. by His grace, i managed to stay afloat. grabe. i know i've already reached my limit. but it's amazing how i was still able to go on. so this is the so called supernatural strength. i continued. first time!!!!!!
i want to say more. i want to write about this more creatively. i want to express everything that i am feeling right now. but things need to be done. so i have to do this fast. in summary. i just submitted my first draft. and seriously, my adviser looked happy. well, she's always happy. haha. but i've always thought she would be very disappointed when i finally present to her what i've been able to accomplish. that look didn't show up at all. i also talked to the college sec. my graduation is still waiting for me. lets go kamown!!!!

death surrounds them wherever they go. but instead of just waiting for death, they made a move.they took the risk of going to the enemy's camp. there is still a 0.99% of survival. if they die, they die. but they would place their hopes on that 0.99%. in the end, they did not only survive. they also brought salvation to everyone. 

it's because He can change a 0.99% to a 100% :)


it's too early to be happy, i know. i've submitted my thesis but graduation is still far. still at 0.99%. but i'm putting my everything in this 0.99. i continue.