kamote ain't so sweet

ayoko na atang gumraduate. hasssssssssssssle.

now i need to rearrange my schedule. things didn't work the way i planned it. first of, i bought gabi instead of kamote. hahaha. unaware much. it was only when i was collecting the peel that it came to me. could this possibly be gabi? oh my. tried to continue. i have this notion that cv and i are good friends. that notion was broken earlier. the computer kept on hanging!!!! i was advised to return tomorrow to see whether cv will be ready by then.   i even skipped lunch just to work with cv. but cv doesn't want to. even equipments have mood swings. what the.also, of all the days that sir marte would follow rules, he chose it to be today. i had a hard time borrowing the electrodes. well. okay, he just asked me stuff. but the last time i borrowed he just made me sign my name. btw, he asked my name 5 times this day. 3 of those occured within 30 minutes. lolo, isda you???  still, tried to continue. went to cs to see my ever beloved ma'am nena. i just found out i still need to undergo the hagardous enrollment process. i thought everything would be easier since technically speaking, i am not anymore enrolling. i am just applying for residency. because i was already sooo tired, i asked her if i can just do what she is asking me to do tomorrow. her answer: bakit kailangang ipagpabukas pa? oo nga naman. so i pushed myself. went to csrc dragging every semi alive cell in my body. the rest have shut down already. most of my brain cells for instance. @csrc, long line. i won't go through this just to print my form 5a. went to sc. checked crs. apparently, i still need to to go to the our to fix some stuff. and that my friends, is when i gave up. bakit kailangang ipagpabukas? kasi ayaw ko na. only 1 hour of sleep. haven't anything yet aside from 2 empanadas ( the manna of my life). walked, climbed the stairs, descended the stairs from 9 am 'till now. rejected by cv. so. no, i am not doing this anymore. and now here i am. blowing off steam.

note to self. can't function without sleep. do not forego sleep ever again.

i have a lot of explaining to do with ma'am nena tomorrow. i think i'll let cv rest. i will just go through all the pains of enrollment instead.

today, i was told to fight. right now, i think i did put up a fight out there. i just don't know if this is still what i will be thinking a few hours from now when the reality that what i went through isn't even half as hard as what others are going through sinks in. but for now, i will journey in search of the real kamote.